I sit here wondering why. Why does this always happen. Why do i always feel like this time after time. Wtf did i do to you to deserve this. Why am i never enough. Never enough for anyone. Fuck this, all of this. why whole fucking life. Im tired of feeling this shity. Im done with it. Why do i keep just staying with it and keep taking it and keep letting myself feel like this. i just want to scream. i want to stop feeling like this.